A Tired Heart.
Loveless and Lovelorn
You left my heart torn
With holes so big it hurts when the wind blows.
And I know that you didn’t mean to hurt me but,
The pain is more than I can handle.
Loveless I stand.
So I hurt you back even though hurting you hurts me even more.
Even though I know you would do anything to make it right.
I push you away
Because I know that if I stand too close for too long I’ll forgive you.
But my heart isn’t ready to forget.
Lovelorn I cry.
Even though I know that men don’t cry.
The tears come unbidden.
And when I see you I turn my face to stone and keep those tears hidden.
Because even though I’m pissed off,
I know my tears will cause you even more pain cus you’ve never seen my eyes flooded.
And I refuse to cause you more pain than is necessary.
Loveless and Us torn
Without you my heart gone.
I’m dead and just waiting to be buried.
But this hurt is more than pain.
And I’ve got nothing here to gain except that,
I just want my baby back.
But my heart won’t allow that.
So I take a step back, so you’ll realize that,
In me there has never been forgiveness.
You want forgiveness check the Christ.
Need a savior check Him twice.
I don’t have the time to be your damn superman.
Lovelorn and I’m gone.
It’s time to move on.
Because sometimes the only road is the lonely road.
By: Jeron Barclay.